`I forgot how much I like talking to you. You dont judge me. You listen to me patiently never complaining that I m just selfish and self centered. I need you once again. I feel like I am falling apart. I dont know whats wrong. I might have a vague idea but then i am not sure. I need help! Help me! Please help me survive! What should i do not to loose my mind? Smoke some pot? WIll that be good enough? I am angry, frustrated, sad, alone, i feel like im bleeding from inside. Why?